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PERMALINK • Thursday, 15 July 2010


Muse.

She disliked dogs. She hated them. But she mastered looking and feeling interested in them. She pretended so well, she was convinced she loved them. She pretended so well and so frequently, she convinced she was finally happy. It was only one example of how she changed herself to fit in. However, nothing was noticed, she was still being ignored, still being treated like an outsider. She ventured out and braved the winds and storm. Over time, she grew stronger, she was an accomplished person. Yet people thought she was a heartless, cold snob job. They turned away or whispered words of nothing, a little smile or nod, but she became conscious, it was clear. People didn't like her. Now, there was nothing she could do about it, could she? She didn't know it, but a hard shell of plastic emerged.

One day, something rapped at her plastic shell. Why asked her and she realised that she no longer wanted to be cooped up in a place where nobody wanted her. The way they treated her obviously showed their disregard for her feelings but the shell held her together. Suddenly, the crack inflicted by
Why deepened and she fell apart. She realised what was happening and what she wanted to do. She walked away.

Today's LJ to Marina Barrage was awesome.
Sat with VAL VAL and did tons of Maths related work.
The only incredible parts were the kite-flying session and the chocolate eating section :D YAY
Pictures:
Hey Chels!
Haha, Yufang looks cute here (only)
Valerie's ultimate claw game

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